Joan's

Loving' London

2011-04-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

Always wanted and yearn to be there one day, now finally I've have been there. It was a wonderful feeling walking on the street exploring every little detail of the wonders in London. London was lovely, the big garden the big park makes me want to lie on the big patch of grass and look at clouds. And I love Big Ben, its the most beautiful clock I ever seen. Wouldn't it be great if only you are there... Feeling cold...Suddenly I miss having you beside me giving me warmth and explain ur knowledge of that country to me.=)

Everything comes with a price, and I really feel I'm really working hard to get it. Sometime you just feel like giving up, but the gift was too great that its hard for u to resists.Working really hard and getting my body to get use to it is not a joke. After work is the best time I ever had every time to find back myself. If only hardship could pass off really fast. Now I understand. But I will pull thru de, I Believe, cause I have my family, him, frens and the world to see.

Island Life!

2011-04-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Going to phuket was a last min descision, but well..everything went smoothly, but most imptly we really had alot of fun =) I can say Phuket is really super beautiful and an eye opener, the hills the clif the fishes, the clear blue water, and of course not forgetting the yummy food and their local massage!! If onli I have more leaves, I'm gonna miss every little detail of it and of course gonna miss going oversea with yong soon. =/

Had joy from the both world, together with my batchie and my beloved.

Photos speaks a thousand words.......

I'd a dream...

2011-03-26T08:18:00.000-07:00

And finally I am in it....

Three and a half mnths of tough training is over, officially I have graduated. Many emotions and words are mixed in heart. Its hard to part with my fellow batch mates but life is always abt moving on, moving forward.. Looking back I'm glad I had a good batch, though many things had happen in btw during training but we all know its due to each and different characters. Its all about acceptance. Nevertheless it doesn't matter cause its our life learning skill to progress, compare to others we are united and way better off. We study, we play, we stress, we fought, we laugh, we cry, we bitch but we never gave up, its everything that make us bond. More than 12 hr of seeing each other some of the days are not surprising to us. I miss them but I know its better to move on to keep remember all the good ones. Those three mnths I believe I have stress alot and make myself to be recognise in work in friends in class, those were the hardest mountain to climb as I am not as outspoken and not as smart but I'm really happy that I am bless with wonderful and supportive family not forgetting my dearest bf who pei zhe me all the way, rain or shine..Thank You, I love you guys as u give me strength to move on and make me believe I can do it!=..( I'm sorry tt I had made you all worried, but mommy, daddy, yong, mei,bro, I DID IT! Never let you all down =..) Its you all's effort for my award, I hope you are proud of me......and always will......

Quoted from my best trainee....

"On 16 December 2010, twenty very diverse individuals from different walks of life came together at STC to form Batch 56, the last batch of 2010. Culture shock will be probably the best word to describe our first two weeks at STC. Having to say pleasantries to people we do not know was awkward at first, but soon became routine. There were countless things that we needed to know before we could become a qualified SIA crew, but Batch 56 was blessed with a bunch of trainers that made our courses fun, enriching and something to look forward to everyday. We will like to thank all our rank trainers, foundation trainer, fleet trainers and SEP instructor for selflessly imparting their knowledge and advice to us.

Before we even had time to take a breather, we realized that 16 March 2011 was approaching. Days passed like the speed of lightning, and we were all looking forward to but yet apprehensive about our graduation. We were all eager to start our flying careers, but hesitant because we will have to part with each other and take different paths. However we are all thankful our paths crossed and we have made bonds that will perhaps last for a lifetime."

Batch 56/10 I will miss you guys..

Really wish to show the process of my training photos, but I can't.. hope words show it all...

Saying the last goodbye....

Now its time for us to soar individually, May we bless with good ppl and good flight and nv forget where we come from together with the memories we had. Lets venture and find our adventure in every different part of the world. =)

Lastly, let us ✈...

Too much to say

2011-03-19T08:02:00.000-07:00

Time flies! And its been long since I blog =(
I miss blogging but yet I do not have the time to blog at all. So much to say but no time at all! How I wish the thoughts and picture in my brain can directly just record down and sent to my blog! Wouldn't that be every bloggers dream :)

It's A New Year =)

2011-02-12T10:19:00.000-08:00

Having a sweet warm family is all that matters....

This yr it pose a significant occasion to me, who knows once I start flying, New Yr may drift further away from me...but... God is really nice to me =) New Yr was like 4 great days this year! I love my Family lots lots =) ♥

Reunion Dinner

Yummy~

Second Day

The number of cousins I have ! ;)

Third Day

Happy NEW Year Yong ;)

Fourth Day

Huat AR!

My Favourite Wai Po!

That all for my New Year, folks~

May everyone have a wonderful Rabbit toothy year ;) !

Rainbow comes after rain

2011-01-24T06:38:00.000-08:00

Why is my raining days so harsh and long...

Will I wait till I see that day....

or will I give up...

Everyday is raining day for me, so much thoughts RAIN thru me. Now I onli see books I don't see life. I am proud of myself which is like finally but why am I feeling fear NOW. Which is when I haven even step out and soar! Its so much harder then I thought. I felt alot of uncertainty, heard alot of stories, felt not myself, felt this is not what I expected of myself. How and when will my rainbow come... I miss alot of thing I use to do, I miss the old me tt I use to be, I lost my words I lost my connection with people, I let my love one into my stress zone which I don't mean to, I block myself in my the world of negative illusion. I hate myself reali hate myself..

A person who cannot take stress is because she cannot accept the fact of everything.

Knowing whats wrong with me but yet can't do anything abt it, sucks really sucks... I wanna, really walk out of it, I wanna walk to the positive light.. God please help me. Don't wanna make my love one worry for me anymore don't wanna leave in such "me" anymore. ="(

-Waiting for my rainbow to come, if there is-

-I hope there will be-

A Brand New Start

2011-01-01T10:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Time flies............
2010 just ended with a blast of fireworks and clanking sound of mugs/glasses drown in the noise of cheers and greetings of Happy New Year. Its a new year once again! Screaming out loud I bid goodbye to 2010 and welcome the new 2011. My 2010 was a roller coaster ride, UP and DOWN were to the extreme, but its a learning journey for all obstacles. Many things had happened but its a journey which make me grown to a stronger persons. As for my my 2011 Resolution: I only had one focus which is for my dream job, hoping everything will be smooth sailing. ***Praying Hard***. Its time and I wish to slower down my pace and feel the love ard, I need to get rid of my bad temper... "Joan its time for a good change ;) jia you and pull up ur socks feel the LIFE !"

Yesterday after we left the thai club just a feel mins before countdown everything was like a dejavu, counting down with the same group of people and going back to the same area club we use to go after post countdown for a dance. It was fun though ppl surrounding are like packed to the max and music are not to our liking, however its the accompany that counts Yea ;) ~ Love the three when they hang out together. They just love talking rubbish, sitting there listening to them can really make my day haha...

First time to Thai club....

10.....9.....8.....7.....6....5....4....3....2......1...... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2011 HERE I COME~

BIDDING GOODBYE

2010-12-18T05:57:00.000-08:00

Saying Goodbye feels just like yesterday...

I remember last yr christmas I'm like so over excited that my office have such beautiful big christmas tree, and always wanted to take a photo! And guess what I finally had my wish come true on my last day ;)

Here comes the party~

Looking through the photos, make misses flow through me. I wonder.. is things still the same there? -Without me-

Many of unbearable but.. I know in heart, time is up, its time to live my dream out of the comfort zone where Citi have gave me. And I will never forget as Citi is somewhere I have really learnt alot and make alot of close friends, I don't denied its where I am been nurtured. Still remembering the first day of my work, I get to know my shi fu before she left, she's the best, she's the one who intro me to alot of nice ppl, though its a short period of time, I love tagging along with her. After she left, I am on my own, its hard but I start to path my way till today, I learned and starts to get close with alot ppl in and out of my department. I starts to become more sociable, which is one consolation encouragement to keep me going, as I know the thing I do doesn't benefits me even though my pay was high. And during tt period of time, I am also trying hard to juggle acceptance from some of the colleague. Haha.. thinking back it was kinda funny, but ya it came a hard way, untill three of us till now still keep emailing craps to each other =). Time flies, months become years, we always quote ourself as underpaid and overwork staff, though we always grumble here and there that we starting to have no life with all the long working hrs and no doubt we always eager to wait for friday to come, but we know everyone of us left the company with a heavy heart. Because its was where we started from fresh. Many have left but new one starts to come in during the yrs. I am there to witness the transform. And at the same time I got promoted. But its a better change I guess coz I get to know even more ppl, that makes office life even more enjoyable =) Thanks Val, u make the team wild ! Lol! coz we noe we are XOXO Gossip Girls hahaha... Ya... time flies, but memories always stay.. =) I am gonna miss it ALL! =( days when I love to be rebellious towards my boss, like wearing hot pink slipper at work which make him can't ta han me,and joke with him always, not forgeting those gossiping with my colleagues, tidbits shopping with them, eating all the nice yummy food ard raffles, watching big screen tv in our pantry.. many and many more... Thanks everyone for giving me the best "shirt" farewell party =) Cont' to nonstop mugging for our future yea, one day we'll sure reach our goal with pride. May all the best for all of us in future! Cheers~

Lastly May all the best for my new environment =) Dream come true~

Bucket of FUN

2010-12-04T07:45:00.000-08:00

It's been ages since I step into Sentosa! Sentosa REALLY transform! I still remember those days in secondary, going in and out of Sentosa is like almost every summer vacation, just to play volly ball and tanning, ha...those are my classic historical memories. But going back again to enjoy a day in sentosa is like so cool however this time its so much different in itinerary, with all those many jaw dropping and wow wow exclamations, we had many

Wonderful memories today.

Honestly we had hell load of FUN!

Its an eye-opener to us =0

Thanks sweety ViVi for this wonderful planning =D

Our morning starts in Koufou, with many many food drowning us. And also desert at Coffee bean. Yum Yum.

I guess the coolest part is the Mega zip, it was awesome!!

If there's a chance I would love to do it all again ;)

Feel the freedom of flying!

We Love Tanjong Beach Club!

Not forgetting my scandalous date by the beach pool

With all the HANDSOME ang mo around, I just can't help wishing that we had a pool party instead! Cheers~

A WOW WOW trip in Sentosa Cove
If only we are rich......................

My Fav spot! Pool dinning. Don't you think it's so COOL!

I had a tired but an enjoyable day... Thanks Girls, Hugsss**

Lastly saying bye bye to my blond hair, it's time to be a good girl...

GIRL-LY AFFAIR

2010-11-24T05:02:00.000-08:00

I always ♥ love-ssss girls day. A day spent with ur girlfriends all gather together to had fun, do all the girl-ly stuff, get over excited at little things, gossip, cuddle together is so so AWESOME !!

I had mine, and enjoyed, how abt you? Lets start planning again!! =)

Morning Grocery shopping and baking....

I always thought baking is so much difficult but I am wrong !! Taught by motherly Val, she say just follow the instruction on the package and everything will be perfect. And we did that, hahah though its not deliciously good looking but its yummy! Cannot always look only at the appearance you know =p
oH! And baking give us tonned arms =X

Baking is FUN!

Finally Elaine got to fly her kite .....

After baking we head straight to Marina Barrage as planned, we thought with a little bit of drizzling, there won't be much people, but guess what, seems like alot people love kite flying, it was overcrowded with people and with kite! I AM LIKE STUNNED! Its so inferior when four of us try so hard to fly up the kite while other's kite is already like beautifully floating in the sky. But nevertheless our NUI SHEN(Ave) nv let us down, she manage to fly it at the very last min and we took turn to hold it with pride =p hohohoh...

How can a picnic be successful without yummy food!

My Mr Smile-ly flying High with all the kites

My very first slumber party at Marina Bay Sands !

Marina Bay Sands is a SEX! Beautiful and breath taking scenery reali drown us down. I feel so like I am at overseas! We took alot of photos and we eat alot of junk food in the hotel, watch movie with the super big plasma tv and small little gossip with pillow fight here and there really tired us out leaving us cuddle together to sleep thru the night with sweet dreams. =D when are we going again?? One regret is I didn't get to try and I reali reali wanna try their Jacuzzi !!!

The next day.....

Back to reality back to work, with hot tea and coffee to keep us awake~

I am blessed with fun and good colleagues ard ;) Gonna miss them real hard.

LAZY SUNDAY BLOGGING

2010-11-14T01:25:00.000-08:00

Yawn********
Breath**********

Stretch*************

I am falling in love with Sunday suddenly, lying on my bed listening to soothing music with my lappy on my lap. It feels heavenly great =). It's been so much of a happening this month. I'm awefully tired! I so wanna catch up with my soul~

Now Its Time for myself !!

November month with joys, that I didn't had the chance to blog about ..............................

>Dream Do Come True<

If you believe in it....................

Till now I still find it hard to accept the fact that I am in already. Finally I am reaching there, touching it. Whenever I thought about it, little tingling of excitment makes me feel so happy. I am there, whats more words can describe. Make a lot of friends in there, they are nice but most imptly they shared the same goal as me. The process of all stages are all nervous wrecker, after a day I just feel totally exhausted, but its all worthwhile and I clear it all in one try, whats more can I ask for. Thanks alot for all people who are always there for me, esp Yong, you are the greatest. Never give up and confidence you taught me will never forget. I will always remember how I get there =) . Flying High~

>Taming Teeth In Operation<

I miss my braces suddenly~Though its gone but I found a new passion, falling in love with smiling! =D

>Blissful Affair <

It's so sweet to see Da Jie got her happiness. Wishing her forever Happiness.

>Sweet Birthday <

>Frequent Timbre hang out <

My Favourite Beer!

>Grandma's Birthday <

Seeing how my Wai Po and Wai Gong smiles...It just melt my heart.

子孙满堂 =)

>Siblings Night OUT!!! <

>Workaholic<

Its time for US, workaholic to take a break!! They are full of fun. I love them all~ We realli had lots of lots of lots of fun at Butter and Overeasy~ When are we going again!??

HEAVEN AND HELL

2010-10-17T00:21:00.000-07:00

Finally our long planned picnic has been fulfilled! Yeah~ Yesterday was a whole load of fun, everything goes according as we had planned, enjoyed the laughter in the morning and the horror at night. Most importantly, the sky do us good! =) We had a good weather thru out the whole day!! WeeeEE....

Spent a heavenly morning at Marina Barage......
Where everyone is sun bathing under the sun with their picnic basket loaded with food. Enjoying the views with kites flying around. Breathing in.... everything seems so peaceful and comfortable ;) Yup, quoted from Wilson, "Why we didn't bring our pillows!!!" lol~ A wonderful location to spent on a lazy Saturday morning! AwWWW.....

Follow by a crazy horror night, at Night Safari......

Thumbs up for a Halloween spent at Night Safari, the make-up was so real, the props are damned realistic, not forgetting the crowds super packed. It was kinda scary initially, and we did scream our lungs out inside the "Gui mansion" and also walking ard unknowing with ghost spooking near us. Felt the chinese cum western Halloween ;p

When are we picnic-k-ing again????????????? =P

AGE DOESN'T WAIT.

2010-10-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

OMG! I am a year older again!
Though it's been a week plus after my Birthday but I still wanna blog!

Forever inking it in my small little corner =) cheersssss...

There's a saying "身在福中不知福". Yup, I am one silly girl who didn't feel hard enough and realise everything around me, but actually I am Xing Fu de =). This year I really had a very good birthday. Its was all so hearty and warmth filled! Had celebrated with all my closest kins despite everybody's pack schedule. =) Cheers... How I wish everyday is Birthday DAY without ageing! Thank everyone for giving me a simple yet sweet birthday =). Weeeewe...I had an all rounder birthday, FULFILLED =D

Through the eye of my S95....

F.A.M.I.L.Y

The only thing I wish to say to my family is.....
"They are the greatest; having them is the best thing in world"
I love U!! Daddy, Mommy, Mei Mei and Jeremy!!!!! ^.^
Yummiest birthday celebration ever.

L.O.V.E

Yong, you never failed to make me smile=). You know me the best! Giving me my dream birthday, which 感动了me. I had the most best gift with the cutest sweetest card ever and the most wonderful dinner. What's more can I ask for? As promise, I will use this gift capturing all the beautiful moments in my life and ard the world, forever with me. Thanks Yong! Muackz.. =') Love You always!

G.I.R.L.F.R.I.E.N.D.S

My September baby Girlfriend! =) It's such a honoured to take with her smiling.=D
Greatest regret is never had the chance to take a good group photo tt day. But however thanks girls, I had all the sweetest greetings and a nice sweet present from u all, is more than enough.**Huggsss**

B.U.D.D.I.E.S

I had a hell load of photo taking fun! Funny and quirky ones =p Thanks guys, its so nice of you all to bring me to such special place! It's tough to climb the super long 130+ staircase (I need more exercise le!!!) but its all worthwhile for the food for the ambience and not forgeting the company!! I had it all. Thanks again guys you give me one great present that I have been aiming at, Wewewww!!

Huggs u guys =D

*jUMPINNG With Joy*

W.O.R.K

Finally I found my partner, September babies!!! Birthday bash and shyness in office for birthday celebration is now nv a worry, I won't be lonely anymore. Hehe =)~ and.... She's Awesome!!! So great to have her around! Happy Happy birthday to both of us!*Huggs* =D

L.A.S.T.L.Y

Happy Birthday to myself! =) Memories always kept in heart.

BON VOYAGE~

2010-09-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

You gonna be missed by ur love ones =)

Have a Nice Trip!

12 Sep 2010

It was sweet of Deng Lin to invite me and Yong like family members to send him off =). The atmosphere was filled with unbearable misses and excitement. So proud to have a diver friend like him. Though road was tough, heard all the stories from him, but its was all worthwhile, every looks all upon them were filled with admirable. Its not a goodbye but another trip of memories and life learning experiences. I had my share too, I experience the feeling of how a navy farewell is to be like when they sail off. Photos will always be kept. Waiting for you to be back wor then we can have supper together and share ur "sailing" stories with beers!! Cheers......

MEMORIES OF MY LOVE

2010-09-08T04:01:00.000-07:00

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Love you always, Ham Boy.

May You rest in peace.

Memory will always stay in heart. Now, whenever i came home, I am still not use to not having any wheel sound, no biting sound, no squeaking sound. Most unbearable is no Ham Ham's small little cute head popping out from the pool of bedding which make me smile. No words can describe the miss that i am having now, miss you Ham Ham...You are the most courage and strongest warrior, I ever see. I will always remember the times when u swing around the cage like a monkey, climbing all over but not afraid of height. You always make me look at u with lost of words. Your hyper activeness make you do things which is beyond a hamster limits. And always make me laugh when you fall in a funny way. Ham thanks for been there for me through out the past two years. Your time is up, I know you have been strong but old age doesn't wait, seeing you fumble through the food, dragging your feet just to eat makes my heart wrench in pain. Hope in next life, you will be living in happiness. Love ya.

Ham Ham first home=)Taken when he is exploring.
Still remember, he is my Birthday present. The best Birthday present ever=). It was a suprise, all atomic have seen him, i guess at that point of time his life started when i brought him home from atomic club =D those are the days.

His favorite sleeping spot.

His new bungalow!

Just love that curious look of him.

Ham ham just can't resists food, and his favorite is "star star". Whenever i say mum mum, can see his ear perk up. My hungry cutie pie.

Not forgetting his favourite house, which keep him cozy thru out those cold days

A curl ball whenever he found a corner =D

Upgrade! From two storey-bungalow-mansion. This is his fav and also his last house, its the best house so far, there's alot of space to run ard, and his wheel is super super big! He love to run in it during night and i always hear it to sleep, i miss him, reali do. My first pet.

Goodbye Ham Ham..=(

You will always be miss.

VENTING IN FRUSTRATION

2010-09-07T01:19:00.000-07:00

I always thought life is fair and square, but till when i am in despair, my dad told me this... I starts to think...

"In this world, not everything is fair, look at ur fingers, if its fair why all your finger is not of the same length. Why is your middle finger exceptionally longer then the others. Since is the fact can your finger do anything abt it, the answer is NO, so no point thinking so much about it, girl.. just learn to be smarter." I know i always think, because i just don't understand why people are like that, don't they remember the good which i have contributed? and I know i think too much, sometimes when you don't think you won't see that clearly, you won know the fact, you won't dig out ppl's motive and most importantly you won't feel that sad. It sucks to know the truth. Knowing how scary the world is. Knowing how unfairly you are been treated. Really sucks...I really really always thought that life are fair, i thought by putting ur best treating ppl the best, you will get back goodness in return or at least get understood and appreciated by them. But once and once its forgotten and all i get is disappointment. Ppl take me for granted. Am i too gullible? Am i too easy to been make use!? Or just that i nv say NO means I will suck it up for everything. I hate the fact to know the world is like tt where the perfect world in my heart doesn't exits. I am too naive.

I just wanna be nice...

Doesn't mean i don't say anything means i don't bite, i have feelings too.

Not going to think and care anymore.

.Full Stop.

KITE FLYING

2010-08-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

It was impromptu.... but I guess we really do enjoy =)

A new experience sitting on top of Yong, not only the kite is flying, I am FLYING too~ The kids and us try lots and lots of stunts. Hehe.. its damn scary lol, trying so hard to focus and balance my weight with guidance from my dear sister. And its damn funny, I keep laughing non stop... HAPPY=D

BACK TO SCHOOL

2010-08-28T23:01:00.000-07:00

Nothing bets better than having a nice movie with my dear dear old school frens! Tp Rockss**

Though i am so tired after a whole load of work for spot month end in bank, but get to watch Step Up 3 in a theater full filled with all TP alumni, is so damn cool~ And dear MIE is so lucky to have Seren who actually win the first prize for lucky draw!! Cheers...

SHOWCASING LIVE......

2010-08-15T04:08:00.001-07:00

NDP 2010

**Happy 45th Birthday Singapore!!**

It been years of awaiting, finally we won our very first NDP (NOT preview wor) actual day ticket. WEEEeee... Its crazy but so happening there, suddenly i feel proud to be singaporean. ;)

HE SMILE, I'LL SMILE =)

2010-08-08T01:33:00.000-07:00

It wasn't easy to plan a celebration for someone you love, esp my naughty Yong just guess every suprise i have plan, idiot! Nth can describe the celebration, only his smile, I smile with satisfaction. I am happy to see him enjoying all love ones de "zhu fu". Lastly Happy Happy Birthday Yong, Muackz**

I'm always With You.

Love Ya, Joan (Bee)

A WALK TO REMEMBER

2010-07-19T07:34:00.000-07:00

Walking from Hot Pot to Plaza Sing and then to Orchard 313 not forgetting to Hereen and then to the whole stretch of night museum festival! It was super tiring but i still wanna say.....
"Girlfriends, I love you guys!" I always think though we always haf bits of tiff here and there but i know all are cause by our different personality and i know we will always stay in contact till we are old. Remember the happy family GF's house drawn by Jean during school days, it will be unforgotten! =) Aweee... That special day we eat, play, we chat and walk to the fullest. All of us re totally tired off when we re heading home. But still it was great to meet up.

Morning,
Our stomach are totally bursting with yummy yummy food. Never had dim sum in tom yam soup base, taste abit weird. LOL~ But Via lovesssssss it.

Gather up!

Meet up with rest of the girlfriends. And head for a walk.
Had seen the worst pre processing of ice cream! It look so disgusting. All enthu towards having a blue ice cream disappear. We were all turn off by the after made soggy blue ice cream. And head to a cafe for mei's early birthday celebration.

Dinner

I luv HANDBURGER! Though super sinful but its worthy =p Don't order mushroom soup, sucks

Evening Shopping

Night of the Museum=)
Meet up with Yong and guy friends
Those Wolves look so real, getting closer was actually abit scary. Love the theme for this section=) Its so beautiful ! Like shooting wolf hehe..Wonder how they actually hang each wolf up.

Lastly HOME...
We did alot of candid shot in MRT, lol~
Looking thru all the photo i just feel like laughing, all our expression look so funny.

Nxt on list: A GF's slumber party AWEEEE.......Please make it happen girls, =)

-THE END-

DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT

2010-07-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

It was a rush, but it was kinda exciting cause i love having little night life after a long work in the office. Love Yong's "above all" frenz, they are supper friendly and funny guys. Esp the birthday guy! HIS one funny guy. Love the ambiance didn't know looking down from 72 floor of Swiss hotel, is tt nice =) Feel so UP~ But most imptly not forgetting like mountain turtle de US. My dear sweetest girl, tracy and me camwhore's moment inside de beautiful beautiful dress room, haha it was tired but quite funny. If music was slightly higher, everyone was on the beat, i think i will dance =D

MOVIE MARATHON

2010-07-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

Very long didn't spent the whole day out with Yong. It was quite a last min plan but, everything turn out well. I had my fun ;) Most imptly i catch all long awaited out coming movies!! Woo.. "Despicable Me" was cute, lovely and sweet. I love Agnes! She's adorable. Praying hard next time my kid must look like her gee... "Toy story" surprising was very good, i am not a toy story fan though but i think the movie is my fav among all. "Predator" ... mm... not that good, a no ending movie, i am like so scared thru out the show THOUGH NOT SCARY, thanks to my Wong Chee Yong scared me off. In btw the interval we shop ard orchard had lunch at 4 finger, yum yum. And end the day with a picnic with the most beautiful view of Singapore city. Aweee....yong another time again alright ;D

I didn't know i can look like "supperstar" with 3D spec
wahaha..=X

Best Takopachi, Intro By Via=)

HAPPY =)

D.A.D

2010-07-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

Daddy's birthday just pass.. It was a simple small yet great celebration. We had nice yummy Dim Sum, celebrate with full filled fruits of cake, singing bdae song near a park under one of the block. Unique but i guess leave an memorable sweet bdae for my dad. And not forgetting, bdae present by us siblings, he's going to watch his idol concert soon, can see the excitment in his eyes =D

Watch National day preview, it wasn't a good weather, raining non stop. Mood wasn't very good either, had a great tiff with him. Spoilt the whole evening and spoilt the time suppose to enjoy with my siblings. Felt very guilty as tracy they all were there too, didn't talk much to them though i miss her so much. I guess it's JUST not mine day!

SEEING THIS MAKE ME SMILE!!

2010-06-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

AWEEee...ISN'T SHE ADORABLE!!! (maybe slight annoying=p)

If I can turn back time and be a kid, feel stress free and just be adorable, wouldn't it be better.. This few days, i am miserable. Not many things can really make me happy. But i am grateful that i still have my girlfriends ard me, who always stand by me. Thanks Girls! I hate that feeling! I am still living in that nightmare. So hoping that fear can go away and stand back on my feet, to try again. Will i make it?? Yong I MISS YOU....

SUNSET GRILL

2010-06-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

Always had the chance to pass by and go crazy over the plans lying ard, but nv did we actually step into the Restaurant aka pub over there. Finally we did!!! A nice place for photo taking. Pss.. the toilet sucksss.. Lol but who cares, food is yummy, ambiance is good, nothing matters anymore. Drove down there, yong me and my sis, we spent a great dinner out.

I love Homemade brew lemon tea de most!!!

Yummy!!

We did alot of Jumpshot and these are de so called normal one, more funny will be kept for my laughter, LOL! F.U.N

THE LONG AWAITING SOCIAL NIGHT =)

2010-06-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

Its been an exciting night for us, finally all the post-nervous preparation have been worthwhile..Congratulation to my Yong for finishing airforce service term in OCS =D Wee...so proud of ya ;)Wooo...I actually been to OCS Social night, cool.Yea~ a Crazy night, with crazy babes and hunky airforce guys! F.U.N Above ALL =D

-Photos Speak A Thousand Words-

*Thanks to G11, nothing is impossible to be capture*

Thoughts..
We have spent most of the impt stages of adulthood esp in climbing our career stairs. I have seen u grown from BMT, a man, getting the best trainee, and then to a pilot trainee in AGC, accepting the result with heavy heart. But very fast my strong yong get back on feet to pass the interview as a WSO navigator. And now before i know u re already an officer gonna be. So many ups and down from disappointment to glory, after yesterday my feeling to ya is only describable in three words, "Proud Of ya". Cheers...

SURPRISE~

2010-06-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

Buddy will always be buddy, no matter how bz we are, we will nv miss out or forget abt U! Happy 21st Birthday!!

May our suprise birthday for you be one of your unforgettable memmories..=)

The surprise begin...

-Preaparation-
...
..

Lets put on our Party Hat to rock&roll~ =)

Preparing Birthday song

Writing Birthday Card
Food all ready.
....

...

-SURPRISE!!-

OMG!!

Smiley Smiley Butt making a wish.

Say "AHhhhhh.."

....

...

-Present Unwrapping Time-

21st Birthday! Where got such thing as easy present on hand. You must earn to get it, wahhaah...Had make a prop to bluff Butt. Happy unwrapping layers and layers but ending up with nth =pp

Verdict: "Our Dear Chor Seng, Hope you have enjoy unwrapping, but sad to tell you you will be getting your present on your actual b'dae. Aww... too bad"=p
....

...

-Another Sabotage-

Yea~ Our two MC of the day starts to rack their brains and discuss for sabotage (As usual..hhaha)

No Hands allow!

Woossshh...Chor Seng,I know u will loveeee the cake wahaha..

Is he crying or too overjoyed with tears?

Ok that is Gross~
....

...

-Talent Singing time-

And of course not forgetting my "Sorry Sorry Dance"
(Will upload the video wee.. =D)

That Day we had alot of fun, its been long since we ALL(Everyone) gather together. And guys we make it, it was a SUCCESS! But most imptly is still our dear chor seng had a wonderful 21st memory. Butt, hope u will nv forget this day =)
....

...

-Actual Birthday-

Met up with Butt at raffles place on his actual Birthday to pass him his present.
We brought him an IPOD touch. I guess nv did he expect that we brought him this =)
Can feel that he is happy, seeing him smile and shocked, it melts my heart.

Happy 21st Birthday Butt =)

Cheezzz =D
....

...

.
-The End-

TIMBRE NIGHTS OUT..

2010-06-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

I feel so much relaxed~~woo... Listening to band, chatting with friends, drinking beer, munching on food non stop. A nice place to chill for working ppl like me and 4 other NSF after book out. Gee.... =)

Smilezz...

Had a great time wif Jill, after so long we didn't meet up, we play, share and talk non stop =D. she's still that Jill i know, one such playful girl who chase me ard just to tickle me haha..

Zzzzmonster....

Love the band, those guys vocal re gd !! "海阔天空" aww...

Sharing: SNSD & 2PM MV

2010-05-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

lOVE this MV!

How i wish the main actor is MINE~

Awe.... He's super "HOT"

Meet UP!

2010-05-21T09:44:00.000-07:00

I LOVE temporary stalls Market, (Its like Flea Market)!

Just reach home, happily looking at all the things i have brought, i just simply can't help it but smiling away, Love it alot. Today after work met up with Guan Yao and Butt (the quarrelsome guys). Though its a short meet up for dinner, but we had already conquer the whole clarke quay. And best thing is outside Central, there is a festive market going on! I love shopping all sorts of weird weird stall that sells their own creations esp ACCERSSIORES! So.... we SHOP we TALK we DRINK we LAUGH. All Sorts Of Nonsense. We even stop and stand near the bungee jump, with mouth and eyes widely open like mountain turtle, looking at how it was played. But best of all at the end of the day we brought some sweet stuff that represents our friendship. Not forgetting my Twin =). Isn't that sweet.....

Let me introduce my lovely besties=)

Butt and Mi

Lastly we share cab home, and i guess it did cost a bomb! Cause its from Clarke Quay to Pasir Ris to Woodlands then lastly to Serangoon. Lol.. pro its time for one of us to have our own vehicle liao, hor Guan Yao hehe.... =p

Home Sweet Home, Good Night!

Saturday Birthdaysssss

2010-05-18T07:38:00.000-07:00

It's Birthday weeky~
This two weekend Saturdays have been busy attending ppl's birthday. Though i am abit out of place but surprisingly i felt quite enjoyable *Guys are so friendly, they won't let me feel weird and they always try to entertain me =)Gee...Thanks.

*8 May'10*

*15 May'10*

I really really feel like flying
Have been obediently waiting for that day to come
But why is it taking so long?
Why do i have to feel so lost?
Why am i waiting
I am sad
I am lost
I am desperate
I wanna see the world, all the countries, feel the vibes, their culture, their scenery
Reali do wanna see the world , it's my goal, it;s my dream
but why am I still here helpless waiting

Today is GREEN DAY !

2010-05-14T06:14:00.000-07:00

And my office folks are celebrating it=).Look we re supporting green day and having fun within it, COOL!

Citi Mails says....
"Each day we drive to Work, we need one full grown tree (6 years avg) to offset our carbon foot print. Every 3 meals that we consume consisting of meat (100g each time), we need one full grown tree to offset our carbon foot print. Every 4 days that we do not switch off your PC or Power, we need one full grown tree to offset your carbon footprint. And many many more such examples …

Its so true!! So.....to do our part. we hang green ballons to say "I support!" and ALL our comp and light all off during lunch time. Wohoo.. just feel so cool when whole citi put in the effort to make de world a better place. =D Cheers~

*14 May 2010*

Taken during Lunch Time.

My balloon=)

"I SUPPORT TOO"

Big Or Small ? 0.O

2010-05-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

Just smILEZ....

Lifeless

2010-05-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

I Just wanna feel lively again.....

Happiness pass in a blink, unhappiness always hung on tight. At The End Of Today All I Have Is Tml's Morning. Sometime i just dunnoe what i live for what i am yearning for. Life just pass on like this whether i wish it to be happening in anyways. I'm starting to not breath, to not feel, to numb, to not understand the purpose of life. Hoping to get out of life-less period of me fast.
)=

Weekend Rush

2010-05-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

Weekend is over.

Had a fully packed weekend. Can't even feel it, the next thing i know its over.

Friday, after work, had a team celebration/farewell for job rotation at Prima Tower. Time flies my mentor is moving over to the other team. We are so much de bu she der but life still had to go on. Though he has always has been very harsh and strict on me but i always admire his work attitude. Last time we use to have alot of misunderstanding due to my unhappiness of his strictness, and never forget he ever make me cried. But to think back its kinda of stupid. After tt incident it make us closer, knowing to open heart talk. Really hope to Thank him so much for letting me learned alot.=)

We got a nice rotating view for dinner

Saturday, i had a great catch up with my relatives in Malaysia =D It's my Ah gong's 76th birthday! ~Happy Birthday My lovely Ah Gong~ Its been long since everyone went back, though its a short trip but i feel the warmth.

Sunday, finally...
Have been waiting for two weeks. finally got the chance to see him and his school. Photo speaks a thousand words. Though i am super tired that day but nothing can matter to feel so gd to see my yong again.

very sacred place, where officer are borned

Yong, finally ur hard work is paid off =)You earn it! Jia You all the way ok!

ONLINE

2010-04-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

Its been a long week.................

My good good morning, Just woke up, first thing i thought about is what to do the whole day: today i am gonna rest plenty and online plenty =). Its been so long since i reach home tt late yesterday. But yesterday was a satisfying day, i had a nice dream, slept late, went shopping with my family gotten something for myself den a nice dinner out at bedok with whole family follow by meeting the bunch at bugis for a nice desert "NEVER GIVE UP" ice cream at BenTen. Awe....satisfying..Guess its a nice treat for me after so much negative have went through me during few days back.

Oh and one thing i will never forget!

HO CHOR SENG I AM HERE TO REMIND YA U STILL OWE ME A "SORRY SORRY" DANCE!! lol~ (Thanks Seren for reminding me hoho..)

And i recieve a nice gift from GY, so sweet of him to think of us even when he's oversea on a mssion =D

After dessert me and butt went over to find twin under her block, and we brought a tub of Haagen-Daz!! My fave when i am sad, lol~ But den it was left melted for Twin, cause we three talk till like there's no tml. Honestly when chatting abt Twin's story remind me of earlier stage of me and yong, its so similar, i wonder re we real twin anot lol. Haiz life is hard there's a lot of decision to make in life which u re so tired of it and sometime u can onli look at de problem helpless.. We always plan what we want in life but it always doesn't go the way u want or the road going towards it was hard and sacrifice re need to be made. If we got a road to re track i guess the best is to always stay as a kid, and never grow up.

Miss ya Yong. And also miss the old happy Joan (me)..

Little Miss Late

2010-04-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today i am late again...

Suppose to attend an important speech day to see my bro, but i totally overslept to the time when i am suppose to leave my house. Shat men~As usual Mommy always pour me with cold water "Girl, u sure u still wanna pursue ur dream, the plane won't wait de, if you always have this late habbit, nobody will hire you !"
Haiz sometime i just can't help it, you know~ =p

But lucky i still manage to get there, erm.. not to late still able to c my bro recieving the prize.

Ok i look super short, dunnoe y.

MI, my Bro and My chubby fat Yong =p bleaz

*Congrats Bro*

Fly Fly Fly with Class

2010-04-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

Seeing all these Planes just make me wanna FLY !

Tt night i got a dream, i dreamt of yong bringing me and my siblings to somewhere we never being before. A place full of private jet. A place we always love to see, because all those view just let our hearts fly~ In actual fact it is real just that, that night it reali feel like a dream to me =D

Thanks Yong.

That night, we reach home very late, will never forget this exciting experience

And I start to dream again...

Everything Is Fated

2010-03-24T06:05:00.000-07:00

What has happen had happen. Life still have to go on even though the harsh fact punch a hole in yours, ours, dream balloon. All we can do now is to accept.

Guess tis will be our last Auz webcam wif you. Its fun, its missing ya. I will miss every little bit of it.

Happy to see you back but heartbreak to see ya go thru de stages of accepting the fate.
If i know this will happen i wish we have nv dream. Hope we re coping well ='( Miss ya....

3, 2, 1 With a smile

2010-03-21T05:50:00.000-07:00

The feeling just sux when weekend is ending.....

-Sunday 3-
Today is Sunday, decided the best thing to do is to be a couch potato at home watching downloaded movies with "chilled" potatoes chip on hand. I feel so relaxed~

Satisfy with my enjoyed weekend (=

- Saturday 2 -

Suppose to head over Bird Park for my Er Jie's bdae celebration, however weather wasn't on our side, so we brought a cake and celebrated in our house. After that we head over to my Gu Gu house for a nice family gathering with piping hot Steamboat! Awaa..the tot of it just make me miss the yummy steamboat, I have great chit chat and catch up during the families met up (=

- Friday 1 -

(My starting of weekend)

Went over to St James tt night, the song over there was nice, updated too but however it wasn't really that great for dancing, if there's a little bit more remix more dancing tempo beat i guess it would have been better ;)

Ended my beautiful friday with a virgin bike ride! It was ultra COOL! Love the way wind blowing against me! And the excitment of how it feels. Thanks Guan Yao ~

Lastly praying deep in my heart,

i hope Yong can pass his first test

i know he can do it de!
Go Go Jia You Yong!

Timbre Night

2010-03-13T19:45:00.000-08:00

A night spent at Timbre
Its great to meet out again =)

One thing i love abt Timbre tt makes me always wanna go there again. Is the atmosphere there, a pure slack place where you can drink to ur heart and chill with the live band. I intro to my friends but it turn out to be a disaster.

A bad experiences can actually change my impression of it. Full of anger!

Isn't a surprise cake suppose to be serve wif candles, y is their service so lousy that they don't even know abt basic serving, the thought of it just make me laugh in disgust. They actually bring over the whole plastic bag wif the box of cake inside and asked "It this the cake that u re finding?" We are like WTF!That is not the worst, tried our best to get early is to avoid the crowd and Q. But guess what?! just because we finish our drink meaning we re suppose to leave without even haf a glimpse of the life band ?! another WTF for them !

Blame it on luck or what, its just a bad experience for us over there due to their services. The only thing to ang wei me that its not a totally spoilt day, is the fun chatting and laughing wif fren over yummy food infront =) that makes the day !

Cheers Guys~

Inner Side Of Me

2010-03-12T05:21:00.000-08:00

Sometime I just act like a big kid =..(

I dunno what I want. What I can do. I just feel tt I am in a pool of dilemma and I juz can't get out of it. I may be a nuisance is all because i just dunno what i should do. Nobody to guide me No feeling to follow and my heart is crying. Everything jus crash in my mind. I only have one life, y is everything making my life so hard.

He's so far, He's in trouble, He's coping hard i can only advise. I miss him so much so much wanting to talk to him.Weekday we always either got connection problem if not he's too tired or we haf time differences tt form a wall btw us. All i waited is for tis moment, on de way home i feel like i am skipping home coz its fri i noe i can finally talk to him or webcam wif him like nobody business. Cause i know that's the only time we are connected.
But i am led to disappointment~

I am tired, Joan is tired, Joan reali wanna look out to search what's the meaning of life.. ='(

* Sweet 18 *

2010-03-08T07:09:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday Mei!
May You have the sweetest 18 yr old memories through out the yr=)

First March, First Day Without U.

2010-03-01T06:14:00.001-08:00

I Miss Ya .

Yesterday i sent him off ....

Last photo before u took off

I'm gonna miss you lots, yong

Not forgeting the kids too..

And my siblings..

Will ALL miss ya~

All the best, my Pilot to be~

-Dear John-

2010-02-26T05:30:00.000-08:00

A super nice story!!! ( Qutoed by JoanS (: )

Unsure y the rating of the movie wasn't very good but its super nice, wen ur love ones are far apart from u, both misses re nv ending. I ever told Yong before, its fate that cause whatever happens. Nobody wil noe until u re reali in their situation, i have experience before and the feelING is real. Thanks the editor for writing such a story tt ever belongs so much to me and yong =)

HAPPY TIGER YEAR ! ROAR Rrrr~~;)

2010-02-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

CNY, as usual reunion dinner that night, i miss the one yr once steam boat! One word to describe, "FUN" =D. Finally big bro brought his gf over. Haha shy shy him. The following days of new year, we wen all over bedok for visiting den head over to Malaysia, lucky there's no dreadful jam. This year slightly different, our usual gp family has added 2 additional family member, one is my bf and another is my bro! And no doubt we did enjoy very much in Malaysia. All my relatives love him lots, get along well wif him. His a socialist, will i ever get worried =p haha~

Spend like 300 plus ringgit, we brought alots of fireworks and pao. Its the first time i noe tt actually fireworks don have the need to wait till national days to watch, in Malaysia i did it!
I put my mini firework to air =) ! Hooray~ fire work done, My nxt year resolution...is.. to put Kong Ming Deng !

No matter what you will always have to wake up frm dream to face the reality..

My long awaiting holiday is over...Back to work..

HIgh High up!

2010-02-10T06:46:00.000-08:00

I went to the air show !! Haha yup "again". But this time its different its my own paid ticket and first time during public opening. That day was damn crowded! But i think they have used quite a clever idea in using zi zac queuing rails, so no matter how crowded we do not have to wait cause we re already preoccupied in walking long zi zac.

Looking up the scorching sky, watching the flying stuns done by the airplanes, "bu zhi bu jue" you will follow with the crowd shouts "woo""waah" "wao". Its so unbelievable how such big heavy jets can fly up all the way straight up the sky.

Love air show, cause i noe its where yong will belong next time =)

And i am BURNT on the right side !!(jus before new yr) shat.....

Sweet Thank You =)

2010-02-02T05:21:00.000-08:00

Has been sick lately =/ Dunnoe y my immune system tt weak. I think ever since work i have been sick for like one mnth twice. Joan is weaken by sickness le )= . Sore throat ar, fever ar, gum pain ar, flu ar, is no stranger to me le. This few days i jus had serious headache and sore throat, but lucky i got one power cure! Actually it doesn't really totally cure but in the way make me feel more soothing ba. I drank this

Love the bottle!

Specially introduce this honey to anyone who come across this post. But no matter wat it won be as sweet as my butt who gave it to me wen i am at one OF my most sick days. Always didn't had the chance to let him noe how gratitude i am =) But i am. Butt its sweet, reali thanks so much for ur care! =) and yup did listen to ya nv use metal spoon to stir the honey. Haha i even bring it to work in a bottle to drink for the whole day, and it works, curing my sore throat for now =) haha. Best is my whole family sometime will even steal to drink lol~ Hope u dun mind. Anyway Thanks Butt, u re the BESTIES! =D

A Song Dedicated For Myself

2010-01-30T00:19:00.000-08:00

-Miley Cyrus- The Climb-

I can almost see it. That dream I am dreaming. But there's a voice inside my head saying.

"You'll never reach it". Every step I'm taking. Every move I make feels. Lost with no direction. My faith is shaking. But I gotta keep trying. Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be a uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing. The chances I'm taking. Sometimes might knock me down. But no, I'm not breaking. I may not know it. But these are the moments that. I'm gonna remember most, yeah. Just gotta keep going. And I, I got to be strong. Just keep pushing on. Keep on moving, keep climbing. Keep the faith, baby. It's all about, it's all about the climb. Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa~

Finding My Way

2010-01-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

Recieved many concerns =) Many many thanks. Esp my two besties! Joan is back to normal,with a smile. No worries! Sad to say someone bluff me back again lol~

We re trying very hard, yup very hard. Hope its the last worth try le =)

Have been super busy lately. Work starts pour in more and more. Life start to pass like fast forward movie. Stress i felt, tireness i felt, shoulder tensing up i felt.

When will all these stop ne? I miss holidays! I am starting to learn new things le, my work volume increase TO double..(complain cursing and swear inside). By the time walking out of office is already darkness. ~Helpless~

Wanna go oversea, reali wanna go oversea to haf fun, Coz i need a break! =)

Blank

2010-01-17T02:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i dreamt.
Had the worst nightmare,waking up with pouring tears..
7 am in the morning nothing was heard onli my heart beating in wrenching feel..
I felt pain ='( real pain
Izzit a sign ?
A sign that shows its the end..
I always doubt.
Told him before don ever let it happen, dey share too much similarity unlike me..
And my worst fear reali turn out in my dream.
Felt super shamless and disgusted in myself for even had tt nightmare..
Dismiss my thought coz i love my family too much, if ever there is fault it will be his.

Looking up the celling..
I tink i really fall in love wif his soul.
But it didn't allow me to accept his full package for my future.
Love him but so what..
I noe what kinda men i need in future, what kinda future i want
I dunwanna end up like many families i seen ard me.. i had seen too much
We quarrel, we share different view, he willing to change but will it last
does it last and is it worthy?
I always remember how we chat abt future wen we married, that's the onli similar dream we want, all sound so sweet when think abt it, it wil juz make u smile.
But will it come true, dreams re fake..wen u noe u can't even accept some part of him
I wan a fairy tale,a real fairytales from young..
I noe its stupid but i want i dream for it, urge for it..
I need a perfect "my type" of guy!
I have nv done anything acheivemnent in life i juz wan a better life in future to compensate wat ppl always say "u onli haf one life live to the fullest".

Heart ache~ Sometimes wen treat him so harsh during fights..
But i can't control cause i can't cross my own line, i can't accept the fact.
I felt helpless just helpless to stop myself frm accepting what he is, is what he is.
Its not his fault, its my hope tt re high =.....(

Back to school

2010-01-09T20:16:00.000-08:00

Its actually GREAT to be back to where u belong ...

Miss how tp life use to be..
Girl screaming wen they see u re back.. Awe it jus feel so sweet.. to hear their voice of welcome =) Miss ya marggots too and many many more..

Empty in Despair

2010-01-08T19:46:00.000-08:00

Many trouble.
Many unspeakable things.
Many unexplainable things.
Many problems is dere but unsolvable.
Many seen but being helpless.
Many Many Many Many......
How to change ur fate how to change the fact u re going thru...
Nobody noes~
If anyone jus noe how its feels...
You will noe how hard i am going thru~
-Darkness-

Will future be better................................................................

Overturn of life~

Back To Nature

2010-01-04T23:22:00.000-08:00

You may not remember what makes you here unless you stop down your pace and feel its the nature that brought you here.

It was not a planned place to go but it was somehow an inspiration fun that my sis had intro me to. Excitedly, i text him and urge him to bring me there no matter what, i need the nature i wanna feel the nature of FUN =)

So last sunday, we went to BollyWood Veggies Farm. Actually that day i wasn't feeling well already. Days before i have been slping late packing my programme fully everyday, nv give myself enough break. But still we took the train and slept thru to Kranji Station.

It was a mistake not to check the cater bus properly, in the end we spent 8 bucks to reach kranji wulu farm area. And i will always remember wen i start grumble at the taxi uncle if not ourself for not planned, Yong will always say " money can earn back don worry , most imptly is we haf fun" ha.. ya his words though irritates me at the point of time but it did shut me up.

Actually on the way to the farm i saw alot of very nice scenary, its a small little bridge with river underneath. The outlook was beautiful, didn't manage to snap it down but i wish nxt i will haf the chance to drive over dere for get away.=) Dreaming~

And so we reached BollyWood Farm...

Ring the bell for service!

Saw an Indian Girl Burning this, pro its some kinda incense for insect, first time i c such big candle.

Praying hard for wat? airforce maybe??

Ready to conquer?!

I am trying on camera trick,
see i can squeez a papaya with my fingers

Its so long!Its call the praying hand Banana

over there we saw alot of plants beautiful flowers that we nv heard off
But they do look pretty tempting to pluck =x

Haha.. actually i forgotten wats the reason his showing his indian side again lol

Slow Snail

Shua Gu de me nv see a passion fruit before.

Awe.. doesn't he look like the pomelo fruit

Haha, we found this squashed pomelo btw the grill

we guess this is e bungalow of the farmer, its supr huge and country like style
i dun mind having such vila ;)

Sexy me =p

Nv see such big leaves? WE DID!

Yong version of WILD~ singapore lol..

We see this Ultra Mini truck, so cutie, but now it had become Yong's new toy ;p

Its been long since we saw such chalk board menu =) indeed old school.

Simple Yet nice homemade food =)

Yum yum, I love their aloe vera drink!!Very pure Til now i still miss it!

One of the most interesting find is that they sell sea salt egg

Thru the whole bollwood journey though is tiring and hot, but i feel fun and real joy in finding new things abt nature but i guess yong will agree with me is tt smth that we nv tot we will find in nature, is a strong being.
A women in his late 40s who still looks like young adult,working there.
She has cerebral palsy, a kind of illness that enable her to talk properly and walk like normal. But there she look happy serving customer who came to bollywood.
She wrote her own book naming the "Scaling Walls" selling, we bought it.

I am touch reali touch by how much effort she put in to live to the fullest, reading her book i found a new sentence which i tink is gd to share..
" If you have a passion, nth will stop you. 'IMPOSSIBLE' will become 'I M POSSIBLE'.
She make a differences thru her book and life. =)

I Had fun and its time to head home~

Nature, u feel it~

Flash Back , before we welcome 2010 !

2010-01-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

WOHOO~~~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR Everyone!!!

Dec has been de most busy month, its the festive month!
CELEBRATION MONTH**
Firstly, celebrating for joy tt i haf two long weekend LOL..
Secondly, celebrating that the 2009 year has gone and we re welcoming 2010.
those who wanna start afresh by all means ~
And then .....
Celebrating tt
I've found my New year Resolution:
is..."TO FIND TIME FOR MYSELF!!!"

Yup this is wat i am doing now, hasn't been finding time to blog so today i am gonna blog out photos of my whole festive mnth =)

Family~
*Hollywood Dino*

Siblings~

*Christmas Eve, met up wif my sis to haf the most enjoyable shopping spree, we reali very long nv had such fun le, we reali walk till we drop*
*This Christmas, decided to bring my siblings out to haf fun, we eat we play we took photo it was reali fun and laughter*

>

I had an enjoyable Christmas =D

Yong~
*POP*

*My dear yong finally POP le*
*CONGRATS, Yong*
*Super proud of him as he get his platoon Best*
*Thru all these endurence BMT, his sweat hardwork finally paid off, More to go Yong Jia you!*
*Thanks for giving us the honoured to feel your achievement, been seated in the VIP seat ,We re Proud Of You! *

Christmas Present For Yong

Citi~
*Pot Luck Christmas*

Biggest tree ever seen in our building!
Super nice, coz deres alot of soft toy!!

Got alot gifts frm all over department, this is the first time i work tt had so much suprise present left on de table in de morning super happy =)

Cheers~

Friends~
(Some more photos will be up aft i get it)
*Attended Mayfen and Pat's bdae this mnth*
*Counting down for new yr was simple but great, wen over to Kelly's house for house warming*
*Love her banana dog*=)*Her house was super nice*
*Had the best view condo i ever seen, can c the whole s'pore city view, wif a look over to ferries wheel*
*Best part is, crowd free, her room even allow us to watch firework frm both sentosa and marina*
*After countdown we head over to Phuture*

May's Bdae

2009 to me...
Compare nos. of goodness to bad, IT wasn't a very smooth year actually,
its a year of many turning point..
Faced the feeling of out of school to coping of worklife, the feeling of leaving my teenage life to entering adulthood, the feeling of family setback to financial crisis, feeling of losing some frens to gaining other closer fren, feeling of missing him badly to independant and accompany him to walk thru.....all these make me change in thinking in attitude towards life..haa.even my look change coz i am on braces tis yr!
Though there are many set back and challenges but i noe its a learning and growing up process. I have grown up alot. However i still wish to Thanks those ppl who accompany me walk thru all these, sorry for my stubbornness and fiery mood sometime. Hope 2010 it will be a stable n better year for me! All the way Joan !

New Chapter Begin~

Nice MV story

2009-12-07T05:55:00.000-08:00

Pretty Sandara - Handsome Lee Min Ho

Love this MV. She Cried in de end, both love at the wrong time =/
Story abt...

"Minho was dared to kiss dara (bartender), his friend will pay him if he can make it...
Dara learned from that friend that it was all a bet, she had been played all along..so she did the same thing..played with minho's feelings, and at the end break his heart by showing that she was paid also. However she has already fell for him as she's still wearing the ring given frm the true side of Minho when they were at the concert"

Got to admit Korean girls are gettin very pretty these day!

Kiss~

Quarter Life Crisis

2009-12-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

Nth feels right in place~
Accidentally come across this article from CLEO den found my ans..

Guess i am reali in QLC now. =(
If you read CLEO or u type this on google u will noe wats tt...
Life is a challenge~

Headless~

Today

2009-11-28T09:08:00.000-08:00

Suppose to be another promising day but i guess life is always so unpredicted...

Woke up and realise its already afternoon, guess after yesterday's movie
which finish at 4 am, i drop dead on bed, slept soundly without waking up to cough for de whole night. Which is good.
Afternoon met up, We had a tiff again, ya sad to say "again"..
This long weekend book out sounds promising but guess we fuck it up.
Been wasting money on non stop of cabbing and also precious time on wild goose chase.
Haiz..
But on the bright side we had a good meal at Seoul garden, ate like hungry ghost den end up wif tummy ache haha.
After den we head over to SITEX, to find my sis, so proud of her men!
Though she's small in size but nv look down on her~
her sales over at MCCoy is top rated, hehe Great job Mei! =)
However we only get to stop over at SITEX a while, coz today is Jean's bdae celebration. Tml i guess and hope we get the chance to hop over to SITEX, i wanna get a lappy cover! Good Night.

Love?

Yong's pile of meat!

Mission Cleared!

Neat! isn't it, tts my ARTpiece =)

I dun Denied I'm starting to wanna drift off...

It can be very sad...

But ya...

It time to move on...

Bye Eclats....

2012

2009-11-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

Left an impact on me...
Maybe its time to appreciate how beautiful world and life is, before the world ends..
Nice movie, =)

World Ended~

2009-11-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

Happy Anniversary to us ~

Though u re not here but i noe u re whispering this to me .....

Black coluds Over my Head~

2009-11-22T06:52:00.000-08:00

Finally clear and pack my whole room from top to bottom.
Together with my sis, we spent the whole day sorting our stuff, though tiring but now we finally can feel the neatness and comfort.
Actually its great to spent time wif her..
Honestly we very long nv haf sibling Heart to heart talk
not forgetting team spirit in putting thing right=)
Shop for our dinner in fair price, prepare our dinner together though simple but nice and fillin, right mei~

Haiz..

However to think back this few days has been a harsh week.
Watever i do, nothing turn out to be good.
Super sian super suay haiz...
I must be down on luck ba~

World war 3 with my parents (haiz..Always the same problem..)
Seems like i haf step on to my colleague Wei ba tt day
Plan fail for fun cooking,slacking,screening movie slacking wif close frens
Mood Swing to everyone who come across at the wrong time
Damn phone keep giving me problem sometime
Many many fan nao in my mind..

The onli xiao xiao kai xin tt can make me worry free is spent the night with Yong
On my darkest moment, his out but only for one night from his comfinement
I must zhi zhu.
It's gd enough though~
haiz but stil.....
~做人很难~
Sometime do Feel empty… holes in my heart that need to be filled
Feel no spirit.. need a guidance that can lead me to the light that can brighten me up
Someone, give me a sign, give me a clue, give me the easiness to help me getting through these all……
Haiz...
If i have the chance i wish to fly away, far far away...

Never Give Up~

2009-11-16T08:00:00.000-08:00

Tired~
Just reach home, had dinner with the guys
Catch up with them.
Xian Mu that they re having block leave now. When am i having mine~ Sianz

Ate Lamp Chop hehe yum yum ...
Ok i know..
Had been sick lately running with high fever, almost suffocate with cough during mrt trip to work but still.. i can't resist the temptation.I am always that stubborn =x
Den cough like mad in office.

Haiz
Miss Him...
Just hang up the phone with him
Knowing things start to get more and more tense btw us
I feel it yong..
I know u re stress, i know wat u wan, i noe what u wanna show, but seeing u like tt it reali make me heart ache.
To be left outside alone is not easy already, but to add on with call frm u inside in stress in despair, *worried*, i reali hope reali hope thing re worst off for me better for u inside ='... I miss ya....
Hope u can recover from cough soon..

*Pray Hard*

Weekend Madness~

2009-11-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

Colleague's House Warming -> Orchard Shopping -> Vivo City ->
Carnivor Buffet -> Back to NS

It's a pleasant get away with colleagues =), nice buffet desert, with nice cosy house viewing =)

When Shopping in Taka Fell in love with bears, I WAN IT on my door for christmas hehe~

Two Sick Couple Stuff themselves till stomachache at Carnivore buffet. We ARE really serve like King AND Queen. Hehe and we did enjoy. Meat Lover!!

After so much its time for him to head in again
Misses and Hugges
Take care Yong

Kiss Goodbye~

A drop by to Malaysia

2009-11-15T03:30:00.000-08:00

Last weekend spent my days in Malaysia,
miss malaysia...
went back for a gathering cum celebration for my grandma.
Bought her a pink top for her present(pss.. de one she's wearing)
Super glad that she love it alot =)
Seeing her each yr after each yr getting older but yet wif smiles , makes my heart melt.
She is my favourite best granny i ever had!
Frm young till now she teng me de most and i respect her de most.
Longevity Grandma, WishING you alwas happy long life, will always be der for me wen i gets married and give birth to ur xiao xiao suns, wish u healthy and zhen sun man tang =D

Love Ya Granny ~ =)

Home~

2009-11-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

I am HOME Watching Tao Hua Xiao Mei now!!waiting for it to load~~~
Opps did i say i got caught into drama again .
Very long nv watch drama was hearing my colleague told me abt two drama
one is Tao Hua Xiao Mei (Taiwan) which currently started (not sure of the rating)
Another one is Qi Zhi De You Hou(Korea),100 episode lei !! (Addicted rate high!)
so i decided on Taiwan de instead, however i am very tempted to watch both la lol~
and.......
I am so in love with Jiro, he jus give me such a kissable lips impression and not forgetting he got super hunky figure!! Love him ever since he appear in Er Zhou Ju Zhi Wen, lol~
=x (sorry yong)

Was looking thru at my phone photo while waiting for loading
suddenly realise didn't post abt going over for visiting at Guan Yao house and also a SPICY chomp chomp dinner that saturday with the two Gay guys LOL=X =P
was quite relax and enjoyable but walk alot =)
Guan Yao house was full of antique Toys lor!!
All childhood toy collection! hehe~
Zhen de hao huai lian!
I took the Last time de Mac burger and rearrange haha almost give up but lucky Butt help me fix back if not die liao.
And.. also not going home empty handed i borrow a super old movie called the Mouse Hunt gonna watch tis weekend men hehe~
Vintage ba! His house is antique collection lor~
=)

Random~

Another Weekend had past~

2009-11-01T04:29:00.000-08:00

Another book in day for him.
Woke up from my sweet dreaM
And Back to reality.
Working days are back....
=/ Take Care yong, Miss ya always..

Happy Birthday Jeremy!

2009-10-31T04:35:00.000-07:00

Finally HE has grown up!
Happy Birthday my naughty BRO! =D

Best Wishes Bro~

Working In Fun ;)

2009-10-25T01:15:00.000-07:00

Time flies~
To think about it i think i have been in Citi for more den four month le!
Wohoo!
Haha say long also not really very long but now i do feel the homey closeness in middle office tt i have never felt before =)
Even though it comes with a super not easy way to get this kinda feeling, but i finally stable down .
People always say "You will never know it unless u enter into work life" now i get it!
Starting I was super not use to work life, cried home everyday, people ard are so weird which i don understand y.
It's really not the same to how life and fren in school use to have. With fear, u vary with their mood everyday.
But not anymore, now i start to slowly found the joy =D
Although been in citi for only a few month, i had already celebrated alot of occasion with the department.
All this occasions, we had fun together with managers and Boss,
ate alot of yummy food, bonding...
And Of Course! If got de chance we will bully our boss during boss day lol~
so yup! Cheers for S D C =)
Hope that life get better and better each day in work! Jia YOU Joan!

Birthdays, Appreciation Day, Farewell for colleague, Moon Cake Festival, Boss Day...

Citi Life~

Ai Mei Bu Yao Ming

2009-10-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

Ouch!!
Now i am so scare of wearing shoes!!
Has jus brought 2 new pair of shoes from Charles and Keith
but its hurting me greatly=.( sob**
Hate new shoe.
Now i have to let my ke lian de leg to rest.
Its a tough journey through season shoes, i guess its de same applies to life =)
haha.. i am
Really Ai Mei Bu Yao Ming!

Happiness pass in a blink of light~

2009-10-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

Monday Blues ~

Today start work le
Weekend reali pass so fast ~
Awe I jus miss weekend juz miss him coming back..
We had great weekend even though dere is some glitch but ..
its nth compare to missing each other
haiz guess We re still tt strong headed....

Those two days........
Fufilled::

Always wanted to explore science centre, finally done~

Lastly, moment of happiness ended..
-Confinement week-
Miss ya yong~

Left Misses~

Booking Out

2009-10-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

Sometime it feels Great to meet up once awhile =)

Everyone is doing great in army, guys u did us proud!

Yesterday met up Butt earlier for a walk through de Haji Lane, we found alot of quirky stuff
This one i must say! Haha i dun care, sorry Butt~
We saw a wishing ball, it was meant to be a ball which ans ur wishes.
He asked two Q, one is whether i am pretty not? de answer was pleasant =D
IT reply Yes, certainly.
Follow by he dun believe he ask whether he is handsome not ?
Guess wat....
IT reply NO Not a Chance! LOL~
Itsn't tt ball a miracle opps~haha

After all de fun we met up with Guan Yao and Royston for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market!
Yummy~ i found out its cheaper and YUMMIER den Fish and Co.Hehe..
Its my first time eating so thumb up for it =)
We also use this dinner time to wrote wishes on the present for Sam.
He's going in le.. jus like Yong =/

During dinner was waiting anxiously for Yong's call as its nearing 9:30
However he didn't manage to call wen its already 10.
My heart totally sink wen i found out he called his mom, abt 8:30
so...
Thinking maybe yesterday won be able to hear his voice
But hehe i knew he won disappoint me de no matter wat
i was touch!! =..) Yong called me during night out hehe....
Yong Thanks! Tt's a nice suprise!

After Dinner, all of us head down to starbucks de best place to slack before we hit de last train.
We also saw Johannes and his GF, we were shock, almost can't recognise
He got skin head! Haha actually not bad, it suits him but looks abit like monk lol~

Guys we will meet out soon right ?
This time no matter wat we must pull Jonavan men!
Throw away all his game, so he won haf any excuses lol~
And not forgetting our Ah sam.=)

Miss ya Yong ......

Meet Up~

First Day Missing You Madly!

2009-10-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

Today YONG fnally get enlisted
I noe this day had to come and I am having love sick now!
Its the first night i feel so distance, now i noe wat does waiting and missing feels
He's always ard me but now he got to go
Always heard ppl say bf in Ns bla bla bla~
didn't got de feeling but now i understood.

Miss You Yong.

I'm gonna miss u... always 24 hr free, dere for me
I'm gonna miss u... urguing with me
I'm gonna miss u... quarreling with me
I'm gonna miss u... your sweet talk
I'm gonna miss u... listening to my fan nao
I'm gonna miss u... talking rubbish
I'm gonna miss u... wanting to see you now

Gonna miss Ya real lots~

Waiting for You~

I AM BACK !

2009-10-03T11:28:00.000-07:00

I realise its hard to maintain a blog life once u enter into working society.
It's hard...
at home u reali wish to run away from desktop
But now..
I dun find any reasons or excuses to it =)coz i'VE found my lovely white lappy
Love ya Yong =)

National day =)

2009-08-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

Wohoo i had a HAPPY National Day =D

Finally working for so long, i got my Holiday!
Public holiday~ the only holiday i can ke wang in working life gee..
Didn't get the chance to watch life national parade but did catch it on tv wif my siblings and love with warm delivery pizza .Yum Yum~
After that we went for a ride, taking my parents bike, we cycle to changi to eat supper
Ridding with my them reali make me forget all trouble, super fun, i keep laughing non stop =)
My sis and brother reali a joker lol~
I tink i am old liao LOR, stamina getting worst, got to catch up wif them was actually straining.
Worst still my sister can actually lonbang me to a great distance, pro!
Haha anyway tt's the first time i play with my sibling and yong til super late at night, we even go Loyang to pray, meaningful warm and enjoyable =)
Reach home at three in the morning finally can laid my tired muscle on bed but its a worthy midnight exercise. =D

Will blog abt Yong's bdae soon~

-Happy National Day-

Yesterday

2009-08-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a great catching up day wahaha..
Met up wif chor seng my dear botak buddy
I was FEW HRS late BUT haha i tink he's already use to it le ba
"Charles u won mind right,coz i'm so cute" loL..
After a waste trip to tamp just for a starbuck coffee,
we head back to pasir ris to find Guan Yao!
Nv c him in uniform before, so i cannot miss the chance haha
So we met him outside pasir ris MAC wif his bunch of platoon mates
He become slimmer fitter le wohooo haha.
Way to go Chor Seng =x
Guan Yao insist not to have MAC for his dinner but yet buddy wan to
coz his main motive is to ogle at girls(nv change) but wei le Guan Yao we stil go over to have hong kong food instead.
We chat and catch up, seems like guys went thru NS reali wil change
They become more man le haha
They make me wanna go NS too!
Like fun lei
After sending Guan Yao back as he's super tired after field camp, Chor Seng and i proceed with our buddy catch up chat till 3plus den finally she der head back home to sleep.
Home Sweet Home ~
Super miss catching up wif them, hope nxt jonavan can join us den we go have Swensen again hehe~ oh and not forgettin my twin angel too =D Miss her lot!

Catching Up~

Boys Over Flower

2009-07-12T03:26:00.001-07:00

Super Nice and hot Korea drama !!!!

Finally watch finish le but i will super miss every little bit de!
I am going CRAZY OVER them..hehhe
~Happy Ending~
Compared to Taiwan i really think this is graded better than best.
Love Koo Jun Pyo, Ji Hu Sunbae, Jan Di, Ga eul, Lee Jeong, Woo Bin =D
Muz watch wor if u haven, you will love it, no doubt! hehehe...(I sound like their advertiser)

How i wish i wish.....
If ever i have the chance to haf such a fairy tale like Jan Di,
i tink i will not live with regret, hao xian mu wor~
Knowing someone who love you deep in heart regardless of sacrificed themselves
It must be real love ba...
She is so lucky to have a soul mate and her prince.
Two guys super obsessed to one girl isn't it super sweet, making me uncontrollable de envy!
Does such Fairy tales in Drama exist in world?~

Dreaming~

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

2009-07-11T04:02:00.000-07:00

Just spent at home a good warm celebration for Daddy's birthday!
He is geting older le, hmm time reali flies~
hehe due to some old saying Daddy keep insist on copying me for this yr to have a Big celebration to his birthday haha...
C how childish is my daday haha~=x
After much discussion we decided to have steam boat as celebration at home
(Its a pity my sis sch dinner crash on tt day miss her=/)
That day we brought a super nice durian cake which is his favourite from Carlton Hotel.
The cake was super nice and yummy, not forgetting the Steam Boat which was crowded with so many foods, Lucky Yong was dere haha .
Hehe i guess on that day daddy was the happiest guy in the world ba ~

Lastly....

HAPPY BIRTHADAY DADDY !!
May you always be happy and less naggy everyday =x
Hehe =D

I have the Best Daddy ~

I am a LUCKY girl =D ~

2009-07-07T05:28:00.000-07:00

SMILED WIDELY
I am a blessed girl =)

Its been long since I have the chance to sit down and reali use the net...
Everyday after work I just feel like lying down and relax
Finally I get the feeling what working life is le!=)

wohoo~ After much worried finally found a good job with a good pay in my dream CBD area.
Proud to be part of Citi Bank Private Bank!=)
Remembered when I first went for its interview I am totally impressed of the area, hoping that one day I can haf the chance to be one of those nicely dressed career women there.
I was damn disheartened after the first interview becoz......
Firstly~ I have no confident at all in myself
Secondly~ As my agency had already told me that they have very high expectation in their candidates
BUT........ I DID IT!!
=) cheers~

Life is suppose to learned and experience to its fullest through the journey!
Hope I get inspire to it...=)
Now Joan is learning hard and giving her best towards her career~

*************************************************************************************

Jugging with two JOB is super tiring hoping to take a break le...
Miss you guys lots!
Guys wait for me alright, once i found my replacement for my weekend job, hope to join u all soon!
Sad not to be able to join the program that u all have planned this weekend
But... soon as promised Joan will be free =D

Lucky is on her side~

Yesterday~

2009-06-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a tired day but a HAPPY day =D

I just can't stop playing
we watch movie (Megan Fox was HOT!!!),
play in Wild wild wet,
meet up with Den Ling and his gf ,
have a wonderful dinner at Over Easy,
watch the river watch the merlion and the whole city..
Lots and lots, the whole day fully pack with program
we rush here and there,
Never in life i feel so tired but satisfying =)
Thanks Yong! =D

Re we getting better??
Happy that u re understanding me more and more le
I wil be waiting
Waiting for that day all quarrel ard us gone far away~

Happy Happy...

So INTO picnic =) ~

2009-06-25T00:13:00.000-07:00

This few days i am out on picnic, with nice munchy food and super good weather =)hehe~
Suddenly i am hook to it as a form of relaxation and fun in my free time.

It's TIME to take a break and breath in the fresh air, lying on the ground and look up, you will realise the beauty of the big and wide sky...
JOAN is Relaxing, smilezz~~~~

-------Picnic part 2------
Out with Yong on 23 ,
Location: Botanic Garden
Food: Self cook (Its so fun =D)

My first time in botanic garden, its a nice place!
To picnic at night geezz~

Yummy!!
But all these come with alot of hard work ok!
hehez..

-------Picnic part 1------
Out with the kids again and doggy !
Location: Pasir Ris Park

It's the first time Mui Mui out having fun,
isn't she happy,
she's smiling =)

Er i agree we are sucks in flying kite,
haha Jeremy even fly the kite to the sea
There goes one of our kite~

Bubble bubble in the air...
I love bubbles, LOVE looking at it fly and popped
Beautiful colourful bubbles...=)

We live in bubble
We are the Bubble face =p
(opps i dunnoe y mine is a long face lolz)

That day we have lots of fun, we sweat we run ard we play ard...
Both kids and doggy HAPPY =D
I will surely miss it ~

Fun is in the air ~

working working ~

2009-06-09T03:58:00.000-07:00

Finally found a Temp Job, WAHAHA ...I love working, must work if not i will be lazy~
My working place is the coolest anyone can find, thanks to Yong's sister =) cheers!!

-I AM WORKING AT EUROCOPTER!!-

Where the private helicopter are sold =D
Being working at the planning department, first day basically my manager juz call me to surf net haha but i guess its getting kinda challenging and more tired le each day.....
Just hope for the best for me alright =))

Waking up early, never done that for ages...
Excited for work?!

The hanger and those HELICOPTER, aren't they beautiful~

The outside view of the company=)

Working~

2009-06-05T01:35:00.000-07:00

I love this photo~ Love the both of us in this photo
We smile happily.
Happiness on our face will last ma? or lost le~
I dunnoe wat i can i do
I dunnoe wat can be done
I dunnoe is dere's still chance...
I dunnoe how to go back like last time
Nobody teach me to. Nobody show me the way
Its too complicated tt i can't even explain
I can only struggle..
..haiz...
Hope to give u back one day....

Has it ended~(confused)

Celebrations~~

2009-06-03T22:19:00.000-07:00

Everyone is preparing for Graduation Night D&D; prom dress, tuxedo, make up, masquerade,
How about MIE..........*no worries*

It great that even without Graduation D&D, we still have Graduation BBQ ~
As long as we had FUN, that the important key isn't it =) !

Happiness fill in me, I've enjoyed and satisfied =D
No Prom Dress, No make up, No date~ I didn't have to fan nao so much =p..

Everyone attended, isn't that the coolest thing!!

See the happiness filled in every one's face~

Guess that will be the last atomic members photo le ~
sob sob**
I'll miss it greatly

See How STRONG my Jill is !!!
or i'm feather light lolx =x

Yumyum!!

It's the last gathering that we had for MIE le. Who noes wat the future hold for us everyone has different route to go. We may miss everything we had before but we have memories and feeling towards each other that we will never forget. Good Luck MIE, may luck flow with each one of us and success in conquering the working sector. Lets bring proudness to where we ever came from; Microelectronics! =)

As for Chor Seng, me and Guan Yao~
We celebrated for our success in organising this event with proud!
Given lan tan zhi for last min only left with two day to settle the graduation D&D was super vexed.

Day one:
We went over to pasir ris park to find inspiration lol~
Chor Seng fly his love kite
Guan Yao helped him by holding it while cs run here and dere
and for mI, I blow bubbles for the effect (hahaz)
But honestly in our mind is full with stressed
We know either we gonna screw up if not we we gotta make miracle come true

But god helped us...

After we come out with a conclusion we head down to WS to meet Eddie and Joan for dinner. Awaiting the nxt day of hope.

Day two:
Time is running out fast we know it but we never gave up!
Three of us head down to school very early for the last day of hope.
And we seperates the job evenly.(see how TEAM we are gee...=p)
Chor Seng calling each and everyone to let them know the event and confirm attendance.
Guan Yao started to send e mail over to cancel buffet also to find cheap wholesale and ordering the food and supplies
Mi, do the gift, called the buffet to negotiate and canceled it .
Lastly all of us settle down before the night ends to decide the actual day plan job scope and last list of thing to remember.

With worthy hard work, our event succeed =D cheers guys!
Last but not least we still wish to thanks those ppl who helped us along=)
Gratitude to:-Serene-Johnanes-Amelia-Adi-and my twin-(hopefully i didn't miss anyone)
Great Job everyone =D !

Fish and Co

It was super fun going out with CS and Guan Yao, they both are damn joker haha we laugh , make a fool out of ourself in Fish and Co. haha ~Its quite enjoyable=) I feel so much relax.
After that we went over to walk ard at tampine 1. We always has the habbit to walk till all shops close infront of us den we happy haha,we three are weird nuts. It not the first time we re dere still walking wen all shuttle closing infront of us hehe~

Due to our greediness,(as i can eat a whole cow) we overly spent!!
haha~

Guess that day Chor Seng is still the happiest man on earth, wahaha..
We went to arcade and let CS has the chance to get his love life convince haha~
Its a good Result =) so Buddy gotta jia you le wor~ gee....

Success~

Proudly Graduated~

2009-05-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

~I HAVE GRADUATED !~

Three years has pass so fast, that i can't help wondering...
It seems like just yesterday, i am scared and nervous wondering will i get in to poly?
It seems like just yesterday i am stilling thinking wat course should i be in?
It seems like just yesterday that i have successfully been enroled into Temasek Poly, my dream school!
Can u believed it I have officially graduated with a diploma just yesterday!
I am proud ... proud of my achievement..
Smilz Happily~ =D

Daddy& Mommy~ I did it =)

These three years road of glory comes not easy.
I smile i cried i happy i anger i hate and i learned...
It really change me for who i am, i become more sociable, more loud, more active, gain alot of leadership skills, learn alots of new things and lastly always still very blur hahA~

Guess i will miss every tiny bits of it..........

Never regret joining this course~ MIE roxz!!!
Even though its never being my first choice to be in engine school and to be in ETCM course, but i never regret joining Microelectronics. I admit its hard to study, hard to catch up and always c us look troublesome to smoke in and out of the clean room.BUT...its all worthy ..we study hard, we play hard and we graduate together. =)

Atomic Club!!!!!!

Becoz of Mie, I FOUND ATOMIC... haha er.. actually is ATOMIC found me =)
Have been appointed as Head Of PUBLICITY, was something that never come across my mind at all. I really love this post coz its really something i enjoy doing. Every time my members and i finish the task we re suppose too, it just make me feel proud and satisfied.I Love the way being busy, Love how i show my art piece, Love how my brain dig out all the ideas, proud of how our notice board look, Love the bond that build in us, Love the FUN we go through, Love how much effort we together as one put in for Atomic, Love the memories, Love the hardship and trouble we gone thru together, Love how close we are and never forget how we work hard together to build up Cozy corner our second home...
I Reali SUPER LOVE ATOMIC!!
I'll sure miss them like mad, they are the closet friends i ever find! Its really sad to leave Atomic, memories will never be forgotten.. Love u all~ =..)

Camp Graduates~
Joining alot of camps really make me learn alot of things that i have never tried before.
It makes me become more daring and build the leader in me.
Camp turn my poly life more colourful.
Ever walk in the school concourse and found out how popular u are, i did=) ..
Camp is where friendship builds from all over engine..
Knowing this bunch of friends really turn me crazy and satisfied the FUN that i need in poly life
I love u guys~ Reali do..Coz u change the personality in me =) memories of all the camps will never be forgotten....

JonavanHoJiayin Graduate le !

(Same pose same US =D)
My best SIP MATES ever~SIP is an unforgettable experience.
Jonavan and Chor Seng, I will never forget US. Cause both of u make something boring like SIP the most interesting thru out my poly life. It great been with U two!
Remember how we work hard together (Jonavan programming, CS and me always in clean room slogging),
Remember how much we slack(Joan daydreaming/play psp, Jonavan always attacking the comp, CS slping like pig) lol~
Remember how many troubles we got in(We ever once got to write 100 words report for the trouble we made in KOH room )haha..,
Remember how defensive we are towards our effort in our project ( we can get anxious till we stood up and argue to Mr Ravi)
Remember Jonavan's smelly garlied breath... haha
Remember the joy in us wen we jump in happiness every little gd result we got
Remember the route we always take, talk play and walk home together ....
Even though we fought we disagree sometime we almost gave up but we re bonded.

All this and that smallest detail i will never forget during those SIP months. And i hope u two too! I am proud to say Joan love both of u to the dearest =p

Buddy~
Finally we graduated together le
Because of SIP i found my buddy =)
Even though lots things happen btw us but we stil stay strong together
Buddy is a pleasure to know u =D
You are great listener great man of word great guy with great tummy but a disturber lol~
Hope in future we can still keep strongly in contact, with promise alright!
Buddy Always!

Twin, I graduated le~
Even though knowing u comes abit late but its great knowing you.
I remember how we chat and share so much for so long together under Blk 10 in our station
That's the time where we really talk to know each other better=)
U re also my physcologist during my weakest period,i really appreciate tt thanks!
How i wish we haf known each other earlier! Girl we must always stay in contact even though i haf left the school alright! I'll always be dere if u need help =)

Lastly........

As promised, Yong we graduated together =)

TP is where it brought our fate together de...Will never forget tt bridge in TP on the first day of sch wen we talk and tt's wen it started~ Remember those night we ran out midnight during camp to watch stars in school...Yong thanks for these three yr u pei me go thru. I know i have always encountered big problem and u re always dere. I'll nv forget those days We study together wen exam is near, go camp together to enjoyed, noe the same gp of frenz, and always remember those memories happy,sad,angry,fustrated and joy ni pei zhe wo go thru de. With you i feel secure going these three yr of poly with happiness =D Love ya~ Hope we can go thru another stage of life together...

Finally another stage of life has pass.....
Hope that my work life will be the same filling with colours and success.

Happily Graduated~

Weekends~

2009-05-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

Today is Monday.
Monday Blues~
And my wonderful weekend has just pass in a blink~
As usual has been home late lately didn't even haf time to sit down and breath evenly.
When i woke up today, its already 1pm in the afternoon le....

*Sunday*

Dragging my feet to work yesterday morning was horrible i lost my slight voice and work with nose block.Speaking with braces already make my speech blurred but now with nose block all the patient just had the hard time catching up with my talking lol~
Work for three hr , zoom home fast like a zombie to get my sleep before 6PM.

Yesterday i attended Via's production theater show at NA FA
I was invited wor haha with complimentary ticket.
It was actually smth like high school musical but to an extend.
The first part actually not tt link but haha the ending was actually great.
Via was the asst. stage manger, cool right!
Know Chloe's new frenz from Switzerland, "NEUTRAL" as we always say tt for Switzerland
We had a few chit chat and crack a few jokes after the show while waiting for via to be out. After deciding the night is still young and via can't help to be hungry after the whole day hard work, we took a spin and head to east coast to supper.
Who noes i make an mistake in tempting them into hong kong food so we head to a HK cafe at east coast RD area. Sorry guys. My Cravings~
That was the biggest regret haha~
Cause all the food SUX. It reali turn our appetite upside down. The service was even lousy haha but nevertheless our Chloe help us deal the part in telling them straight in their face tt their food is lousy. "Hero men Chloe" =)
With a lousy stomach we head back to East Coast to haf drive thru Mac.
They say unlucky only come once a few but can u believe it we can actually be tt suay tt ice cream wen out too!
Haha so we decided forget abt FOOD we just sit there and chat till the next morning 4 AM before we reach home =)
I miss secondary years, reali~

* Saturday*

I love big event, i love the crowd, i love the atmosphere and Lastly i fall in love with Motor cross!!!
That day after work i make a quick touch up and then to meet up with Yong. I look damn haggard as i have slight fever. Whole self was not feeling great.
However i was still super excited, after so much thing happen i really need some big event to cheer me up.
One pity was that i didn't manage to get a RED bull singlet to support that event. =/
We took a taxi and head down to Suntec. When we reach there everywhere is congestion esp filled with motorbikes, we took a quick take away from Carl Junior and head down near to the ferries Wheel for awaiting Faroz and gang. Thanks to Faroz we didn't haf to Q long. Didn't expect this RED BULL motor cross exibition was damn grand. I earn it =)
Despite of the crowd we manage to get a good view. That place was lovely juz behind the ferries wheel. While awaiting for the whole event to start i look at their screen showing all event supported by Red Bull, it was super cool, AND this is their ever first event in s'pore and I am in! You will never noe how happy and fun i had. Its a great experience, those bike were awesome, those stun u ppl c in you tube were non kidding untill u have them flying ard ur head =D

Reb Bull Motor Cross Exibition

AW~ I wan a REB bull singlet!

Aww~ Those handsome ang mo rider =p

Feel the exciment?!

Isn't it beautiful~

This place is awesome!

Yong can't help been smiley coz this is his heaven

Event all supported by Reb bull .

SEE! this is the unbeliveble Crowd!

This is the cool Jeep i am talking abt!

MC of the day from: 91.3FM
They rox! Pretty Lady and Supper Funny guy
(jus can't stop laughing at their conversation)

The Reb Bull X-Fighter!

(Gee and my fav guy of the day, most pro rider, he's in orange suit~)

After the event had ended, crowd starts to dispersed.
When we are heading back we realise that our Carls Junior is still in Yong's bag haha..
Everything inside had went soggy, this is when our hunger comes after all excitement left us.
Yong and i left the gang and head down to a quiet corner to have our dinner. Cold Carls Junior are actually very unappealing~ Gross!

But never mind we end the day with smiles and beautiful scenery~
At night Singapore was actually tt beautiful, looking at the breath taking scenery i really did hope time will just stop dere and let me stone. In every little corner of tt beautiful scenery its actually filled with happiness, sadness, anger and joy but this is what makes it colourful, isn't it ?

Beautiful World~

Finally~

2009-05-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

Finally i have the chance to Blog =) I sure gonna write a long one!
Have been home very late lately wen i reach home, its always after the last bus
My house was like light off already lolz...
These few days have been slacking ard with Joan and Chor seng. And starbuck is like my second home liao ha...
Thru these chit chat i can say..
I AM "ENLIGHTEN" LE (quoted from CS) hehe... Thanks alot guys!
Esp my twin she reali noe me inside out men haha...i no need to say anything she juz talk out my heart haha.. We got telepathy right lolz =D
er...but Dear twin i'm sorry i failed ur "noe u" quiz, reali feel so sad sob sob**=(
(we muz hang out more yea?)
And to my BUDDY cum kor kor (EEeer..) thanks even though u didn't side but i noe u re dere
THANKS ......=D

Let c wat i do tis few days....
Tis week is MIE day was called back to help out, haha damn fun coz we are back to our CLEAN room. For Ee Kian case er..i am speechless.. i tink he's scared of tt place le lol.. he keep losting his stuff dere wahaha esp the TWEEZER! He mus haf disturbing the clean room ghost haha..
During the two MIE days we took lots of photos

Our hanging Room and er tis is our model for XL lol~

I'm READY!

Yea we re prepared~

haha i juz can't stop laughing at Ee Kian
He look super funny la lol plus he wore the wrong side of Apron
wahaha
Welcome to our YELLOW room, i super love tis room
Awe~my memories of SIP

Introducing our Dummy wafers and tis is me;)

Buddy and me
We look so mess up lor everytime after clean room
our hair juz turn to sticky roti plata piak on our head

HAHA that's those photos...

Anyway the first day of after MIE day, CS and me meet Joan and actually all of them(programmers) in club room but haha i keep lui out with my twin to chit chat, we juz can't stop chatting.
After that we went tamp to watch FRIDAY 13.kelvin, wilson, their gf and three of us.Finally use up our free ticket right CS .lolz we even smuggle JOAN in haha...and My god TT SHOW IS freaking disgusting loR i was like covering it wif my hand all the time , my twin better la she at least got tt popcorn box to cover haha. Scary gruesome movie ~
but it will be better if he was there~
missing it=/
ER.. but tt show abit RA, kinda pai seh haha..
After the show we went seperate way and tt's wen haha our heart talk in starbuck starts haha
Joan: trust mi u can be psychologist!
Her words and fact juz make sense
wahaha anyway becoz of tt day's talk on starbuck it make us wanna continued our old place for slacking on the second MIE day and out wif CS on saturday.
I am flying high wif JOY~=)
Finally found ppl who understand mi and noe to advise me coz i am a stubborn girl, Yong noe tt..Cause i'm stubborn and juz dun understand y?? I juz wan innocently to haf frenz who won betrayed me tt's all =)

As for saturday, went out wif CS after my tution with Yong's niece, we have a great walk great talk and FUN! I juz can't stop laughing wen we re buying the "Mummy bao bao"
Chor Seng, ppl juz believe me tt he is older den me and he is my Kor kor lolz..
To CS: "Thanks ar for buying present and scarfied ur photo taking to mommy" wahaha~
"u muz thanks me i help u get discount lolz~"
After tt we went over starbuck to slack and drink with lots of heart talk till last bus again...Love to have u back BUDDY =D!!
And tt's that Time passes so fast the whole week jui gone le.........but i enjoyed =)

Happiest girl?~
I am flying high now
Flying high with joy
With less stress but
more cautious?...
Cause i am flying with fear
With fear i will drop
Drop to the ground again..
Will it last?
Will the joy last ?
Will forever be tis way ?

Flying high~

Chomp Chomp!!

2009-05-05T19:41:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since we went CHOMP CHOMP, i super love the food there!

Hehe coz dere got super big cup sugar cane =D
Anyway yesterday night we went over there for dinner cum supper

Tis time we brought the kids ALONG to chom,we're just like nanny. Inside the car dey were so excited la espically the kids, haha like market shouting, laughing here and there. Wonder how my brother can slp inside. lolx..

As its the first time yong drive over, we went overshot to and mo kio dere, lucky he is a good back tracker, we reach there raftly at 8 plus wif hunger and noisy kids =)
As usual we called alot foods, yum yum
Got prawn noodle ar, gang kong ar(supper nice), peng he ar, BBQ chicken wings, and the kids "fish and chip" wif "chicken and chip" and many many lots more hehehz..But my dear brother still feel hungry, better metabolism den yong lor, so he went over to order another bowl of pork porridge.
Over all It was reali fun going out wif siblings and him despite a little quarrel which always lies on us ..=)

ALL ready set to go =)

We are the Hairband Girl~GEE
lOVE MY SIS 4EVER

Crazy Moment inside the Car~

Yum yum~~

Geez.. Look his head is smaller den the cup haha

This is my fav. desert! Its call the colourful beancurd wor
Got many flavour de, and tis is melon flavour!
Yummy!!

Home sweet home at 12 =) .........................................................................................

Life is full of Flavour~

2009-05-04T09:24:00.000-07:00

~Guys cannot be trusted~

The End

Why because of * i make a mess out of my life

Why * juz turn my world upside down

Why can't i juz haf a worthy fren

Why did i become so soft hearted

Why did i feel so uncontrollable wen i heard of *

Why do we compare

Why is everything on * side while * is the devil who speak ill of mi, a backstabber,fren stealer

Why did i actually care of * wen actually its not worthy

Why did * haf to put show infront of mi

Is * ever true to our friendship

saw an Email abt job wantin to intro * , get in msn but thing juz get in the way and make mi regret

Am i stupid =...(

Why Why Why....

I am juz a girl lookin for true fren

Love to haf * ard, Having joy wif * but y do i have to c * true colour

Alone~

Photos Speaks a Thousand Words

2009-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

On the way to UBIN =D

Joans "Say Cheesezzz"

The extraS, are people who work for Atomic, Thanks ar lolz~=X

Yeah~MIE ROX !

Taking Photo with EMO tree =)

pRETTY gIRLS~

Big Group of US =)

Eng oie~

Last but not least.......

The Day Best Parparazzi Couple

Representing Chor Seng and My Twin!

Happy for my Buddy men! Lolx......

Friends of JOY~

Unemployed Days~~

2009-05-01T05:19:00.000-07:00

Oh Great....
It's been days i have already graduated and yet to find a job =/
Hehe..but my life is full of nonsense fun. LolZ
If there is such thing as "having fun while not depleting our own money, that will make it even more PERFECT". haha..
Have been hanging out with different gp of frenz lately but mostly with poly frenz. Just like yesterday after tuition with Carmen, spent the whole night trip to Xiao Gui Ling where normally wu xia pian was taken. That place was super beautiful jus like China scenery with the water and breathtaking rocks (kana bluffed by them, i expected waterflow de lor). Even though its wasted to be dere at night coz of the darkness but its still a nice experience =) . After that we went over to Lau Pa Sha to makan and head over to yishun area, its my first time there men, haha.. tt's where alot of jiat pa lang car racing.
We slack and talk rubbish, ending a story with old tamp road that when driving can see long wriggle hand big mouth monster at the rear mirror lolx..Y must we always start this kinda rubbish haha..Reaching home ard 3 plus..Tired~~

As for today is "LABOUR DAY", Yong and i at first had plans with our frenz to Istana to play de! However in the end we change our plans to join Pula Ubin trip. Alot people went =) its like so happening la haha..Today Ubin is like market lor so super crowded we even had to Q ard half an hr for boat.
Had problems wen renting bikes, wanting to take double seat de together wif Chor Seng couple, coz promise Joan to chit chat and pinic at the back but due to too many people they actually ran out of bike..Sob Sob** Sad ritz my twin~
After that We went ard the place tt last time Atomic had gone to but today we didn't c any Jelly fish !!! Its low tide =( Ee Kian say today labour day so fishes and animals resting haha it does make sense but its stupid lor lolz...We went over places like famouse Chek Java and so on.
We even met the Logistic team haha..It seems like a small TP over there lor. All wearing orange, i will upload the photo soon wen i get and u will c how cool and gigantic our gp of people it is =D PROUD of ENGINE~
Have great fun today but super tired, all those cycling is killing me.Guess my tomorrow is muscle ache day!

Finding Joy~

Happy Bday to Mommy Part 2~~

2009-04-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hehe Today was tiring =) but worthy seeing my mom with a smile at the end of day.
Most importantly is the whole family happily together.
Will happiness last?

yes! For my family=D

Today i purposely get off to acompany mommy shopping, who noes my KPO daddy wanna follow too ha.. guess he juz nice also nth to do .So early in the noon we went over to WS to eat MAC value lunch. I ate fish burger, YUM YUM ~ so long didn't touch macdonald le.
After lunch we decided to wait for my brother since we saw lots of Coralight walking pass,
make me recall of my past student feeling lol.
While waiting searching with our eyes .... i saw him....
miss him so much finally saw him infront of me , same old him de walk pass..the never change headphone guy..
After some chitchat, he head off..and we gave up waiting for my brother and proceed to bugis to pray.
I brought smth finally..haha haven being in luck lately, when I am out shopping!
i can't go home empty handed aft shopping de guess i am a spoilt kid ba lolz..
Anyway its being rushing here and dere after a long walk in bugis. Head wif my mom to WS to let time pass while waiting for my sibling to get ready and meet us.And i saw Eddie from Coral Sec,both of us was like "eh" haha so long didn't c him le but he still look same lol..
Anyway the day ended with a nice warm dinner in JUST ACIA . Great food Great day Great family =)
LOOking forward to more sweet family outing haha...
Thank Mommy for all these years of your xi xing taking care of us =D

~We love You~

OK, it was not very well taken. My family camera-shy haha..

Mommy's FAV cofee bdae cake plus
additional Daddy requested durain cake haha..

Yummy!!

I have the BEST MOMMY~

Happy Birthday Mommy!!!

2009-04-27T20:48:00.001-07:00

Gee today my mommy lao one yr again le wahah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY =D

Muackz... more photos memories will be updated later.

Today....

2009-04-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

Today is 23 September..........2yr1mth.......
Seems like tis date have become my crying date...
Time passes very fast, sweet memories starts to deplete....
Emptiness...
What have become US??...

~ Love?...broken..Frienship?...spoilt..Family?..climbing..Career?..Pending..~
Nothing seems to be right for me... y is everyone having a super fun life while mine is dull and sadness!!!!I wanna SHOUT OUT LOUD REALI WANNA SHOUT OUT AND CRY HARD...but who was dere for mi =''''''(
I've given IN alot le y am i getting this from you y?! wheres ur promises of happiness..all lies!!!
To everyone i am like bullying u giving u de hardest time but look who is giving who the hardest time='''''''( i use to be a very XING FU girl but look who take away the xing fu..i reali shou guo le ..heartbresk reali heartbreak .
My heart aching non stop wanting to find its hand and reach out to to give u a good shake "WAKE UP".

Always wanting to spent a lovely day with u, u seems so busy nvm , i keep it to myself let u enjoy... infront of friends u always do the opposite thing, tried to catch ur attention give u hint, u didn't get it make a fool of myself instead,nvm i endure...2yr together le u dun even noe wat i like ,nvm i keep quiet...When i need, u always not there for mi, nvm i cry to myself...
nvm all these i ENDURE..

but...TODAY NE??

Today is 23rd our monthly anniversary wat have i get from u ='''((... help u babysis ur niece WHOLE DAY !!WHOLE DAY!!!!Waiting for miricale....but nth NTH come NTH AT ALL..12 midnight wait for ur msg, u fall aslp i cried myself to slp, 2nd yr anniversary u spoilt it with ur own hand..nvm i give u chance i ren...hoping u can earn mi back let me feel my waiting is zhi der de... excitedly... awaiting for tis mnth but wat happen u spoilt is again...2 years but seems like actually we live in nth, u dun understand mi, dun even noe how to treat a girlfriend.BOth of us don even feel happy at all...y should i?? y i am so stupid to wait ?? y should i wait till today ...

Sorry guess I am reali sorry i tried my best le reali.....that's the END of us ...

Broken HEART~

Reunion Dinner ~

2009-04-20T20:35:00.000-07:00

Reunion Dinner??!!
Haha yeah~ just yesterday which is only two days after our seperation we have gotten a reunion dinner =) there will be more to come i guess....
*I think none of us she der to leave each other...* Leave ENGINE behind *sob sob*
Yesterday after work i went over to meet Yong, damn excited coz i'm gonna meet them again. Have a long chat wif Yong, knowing alot of thing which make me angry....

Horoscope says:(Libra)

You re usually the attention of the group, but this time it's ur friend who re getting the guys.And wen they ditch u for their new BFS, u'll get super mad Mecury's will make u want to send a bitchy text but it will make thing worst, SO control.

How true is this getting to..F*****G B***H
I must learned to control, believing in wat goes ard comes ard, ditching this aside i am back to my happy self , don wish to have it affect mi from meeting my reunion frens indeed i have great fun =D. A big group 17 of us ,We went over to Cheezey resturant to settle our dinner, took alot of photos and have alot of fun esp wif Yong Qian, he is juz another Andy haha...Joker~
Yesterday i am reali on my luck ,I have my super delicious Ocean Spice and er Tropica kana punch (lolx..) due to wrong order i get extra side dish geee... how lucky can i get...
After the end of meal, due to our large gp we even got free yummy cakes, all different flavour, of course mango WINS the verdict haha..
Luck never slip off mi ,guess wat.. i even get my meal free .wahaha... Sharing my luck wif my table ppl we quickly head out to japanese shop for snacks shopping...

Knowing you all make me forget who i am,
Its never been such a pleasure to have you all ,
i 'll miss u all lots de , miss engine lots de ....

"Our lucky table"

Joan Lim, my twin name, get well soon, may u recover fast =D MISS YA...

Him: due to xiao ren i still can't overcome our friendship problem.
seeing u so stress make mi wanna give in but..
who to give in to me...
i hate thing to repeat again...
In the first place when u have choosen
i noe thats our end of frienship.

Happy Dinner =D ~

I am back on blog AGAIN~

2009-04-19T06:40:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i have blog =)....

Thanks to my beloved sister i change my blog skin and got the urge to start blogging again..

Wish to shout out loud that "I have GRADUATED". Its school reopen tml and i miss it, just came back from week '0' orientation camp , which is my last camp le. Lots of gan chu and she bu de...

This camp make me "don wanna garduate" haha..Thanks guys i am reali touch on those things (make us cry thing) that you all have done for mi and the graduates. A GREAT thank you =D Even though there won be a cahnce to work together with you all again but i believe YOU programmer will shine even better than us in future love ya all! =)

Memories Gift that i'll keep forever=)

Happily Graduated!~

Malaysia I Miss It~

2008-09-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

Missing It~~~
Finally back from malyasia, very long nv blog liao =)
Anyway this 3 days in malaysia is FUN fun fun......
After so much stress in singapore same tots wif wif my sis
we suddenly feel tt it's good tt if we can get out of singapore life
and live in malaysia long long jui hao =/....
No HP, No Comp, No Fan Nao , No Worries and lots of freedoom carefree life ........
But missing him.......

Anyway its great to c my grandma.......
I miss her so much.
She's skinner though, everyday I pray very hard for her wishing
her to have good health forever~
Seeing her smile makes my heart melts...
She was so excited to c us back.=D
But the most disappointment is my cousin onli stay over one nitz,
my sis and i onli get to c them awhile...
However these three days without dem we still haf lots of programms entertain us.
The first day wen we reach, our uncle sudden had the rush to bring us to malaysia zoo it was excited for us to go coz its our first time =) Those tiger were pretty~ We were so near to it . while taking picture i was even bitten by an ostrich scare the hell out of mi and my siblings we scream like mad haha ...anyway..

Pictures speakes a thousand words.... So lets review memories

The enterance look super vintage

Wif Small cousin shots =)

Say Cheese~

In this Zoo The tiger were de most beautiful ones.....

we were all open eyed....

This is de notti ostrich which bite my hand

My fav pic. wif my grandma♥

The first day was fun, the second was not bad too...first thing in the afternoon i can eat my fav. gu gua tang yummy yummy =p gee... and den we went to a new shopping mall, the shopping mall was a paradise for mi and my sis . I didn't manage to buy anything however but my sis did.After walk raftly finish the "whole"mall. My aunt suddenly come with the idea to watch "money not enough 2". It was a nice show ! but haha still the funnist is the part wen all of us wif our cousins and aunties plus grandma like mountain turtle first time go cinema ...all make a big HOOHA inside the cinema ...lolx ... its interesting sometime cing my family like tis lolx.... Anyway this three day in malaysia i haf enjoyed throughly =) have fun, eat fully with the nicest food, and slp late wif sweet dream .... day pass fast dere How i wish i can go back again ...... Cheers~

I found my new Joy~